"He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t do anything. You need someone who goes out of their way to make it obvious that they want you in their life."

- (via seksu)

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i literally dont talk to anyone unless they talk to me first

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Me without my glasses

Having a friend that’s been through so much boy trouble really makes me kind of like an indirect experienced learner for the future.. There’s a hadith why we shouldn’t have relationships with boys before marriage because all Allah wants to do is save your heart from breaking apart over and over again. A lot of people don’t deserve it, a lot of good people. I wish they can just take gods will and let him figure out your fate for you, because it’s almost like a free ride. You sit back and just wait till’ your plan with love comes. That is some of the beauty in Islam.

Something that has been happening to me a lot is putting in so much effort into what seems like nothing. Honestly, I like doing it and I still do it knowing that the other person isn’t going to care. I worry about someones happiness more than how dissapointed I know I get afterwards, because I get nothing in return. I go to the extreme for that other person and all I get in return is ignorance and left unnoticed. I wish the people that do this to me realize all that effort I put in. It’s the never ending cycle.

Perks of having no followers on this thing; no one will read your stuff so this is kind of like my diary?
I’m not an active user, in fact when I made this account it was about a year and a half ago. Which explains my picture… Back when I cared about my looks haha. I feel like every girl goes through that phase where they can’t leave the house without eyeliner drawn on their eyes. Thank the lord I have gone to not care of what I look like. Acceptance is the beauty of yourself right?

So I have the urge to start venting, complaining, explaining, or just blogging my life away now. Thanks to a great friend who writes amazingly. Love you seewah lol.

Free my soul: experience is the best teacher. i don’t know how many lessons of...


experience is the best teacher. i don’t know how many lessons of experience i’ll need before i finally learn my lesson. i’ve been down this same road once too many times and i don’t want to go down it anymore. i’m tired of getting hurt, walked all over, and used. it’s not fair to me. i put in so…

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hungry, but to lazy to get some food

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